I am a very shy person. I don’t really like to talk to people, or even stand in large crowded rooms of people and have to interact. I’m that basic awkward person that you usually see on your television. I don’t do well in social situations, and I also try to avoid going to parties because of it.
I am very passionate about what I do. If you ask me anything about: Jesus, photography, writing, blogging, social media, church, tech, I will go from 0 to 100 real quick. I love doing what I do, even though there’s so many other people out there who can do what I do so much better, I do everything that I love with all of my heart.
I am also a jokester. I will make the worst puns, and the worst jokes in general at the wrong time. I love to lighten the mood with a joke, even if when someone’s mouring over the loss of a family memeber, I want to see them smile.
I am also beautiful. I would struggle a lot with my body, I’m a very full figured girl (if I were to say fat or chunky people would get mad). But I’ve always grown up with curves and I would hide it all the time, not going to lie I still do. But clothes will never ever fit my body type, and I would get teased because people would call me fat all the time, which led to me being so self conscious about myself. I would hate to look myself in the mirror, and I would try to hide myself under clumps of makeup. It took me about 18 years to finally get to love myself and who I am and the girl God made me to be, and he made me wonderfully.
I am a self-harm survivor. I self harmed for about 5 years, and it destroyed my life and even friendships at the time. It also made me stronger. It showed me that there’s so much more to life, and that you have the chance to change how you feel. You don’t need to let the negative thoughts take over your head.
I'm a huge fan of chicken nuggets, and enthusiastically excited about what God as in store for my life. My other half is currently in the Air Force, so a lot of blog posts will be about the military as of right now.
Incase no one told you today:
YOU ARE AMAZING
YOU ARE LOVED
YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND
YOU ARE SPECIAL
YOU ARE MAGNIFICENT
YOU ARE WANTED
YOU ARE A MASTERPIECE
YOU ARE WONDERFUL
YOU ARE JOYFUL
YOU ARE TALENTED
YOU ARE GREAT
YOU ARE FANTASTIC
YOU ARE A QUEEN
YOU ARE LOVED BY SOMEONE WHO MADE YOU
YOU ARE KIND
YOU ARE YOU, don't let anyone change that.