Loneliness.

When it’s 2am, what do you think about. It’s dark, it’s storming outside, and you’re in bed crying. You feel like a meteor is about to crash and hit your perfect little world. You were never prepared for this moment. You instantly start regretting everything, you regret who you are, and who you’ve been acting like. You’re mad at the fact that you got into bed with your significant other, and there’s no way you can take back that one night. You’re mad at your grades, and you feel like you won’t be able to get into college. All of these regrets, all of these mistakes just hit you. You’re shaking and terrified at who you’ve become. Who did you invite into the dark with you? Who did you allow to get into your head so late at night? The devil. He’s the only person on this earth who can make you regret every single decision you have ever made. Every single mistake, will start killing you. Instead of thinking of all the good times that you’ve had throughout your life, you let yourself sit in the darkness. You allowed to be surrounded with darkness instead of the light. The light switch is just across the other side of the room. You can choose to switch off the devil and turn on God. Instead of curling into bed and crying yourself to sleep, you can think about the good memories. You can remember every single blessing that God has blessed you with. You had the opportunity to actually wake up that morning and live your life, while some other people were not that lucky. No one has ever had to prepare you for what was going to happen at 2am, and it’s because God never wanted it to happen in the first place. You can choose to be lonely, and sit in the dark, or you can choose happiness, and light. God is in control of every single thing, he never wanted you to feel alone, and worthless. He wants you to invite him into your life, and turn that switch on and be in the light. When you’re surrounded in darkness, you will shine beyond the stars, you can even be the light to others who are still in the darkness. Choose to invite God into the darkness, and he will help you be the light.

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